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Repent
& Live by Charmaine Braatvedt, Licensed Lay Minister Sunday 19th September 2004. John 8: 1- 11 and Ezekiel 18: 30 -32. As I reflected on the Gospel story chosen for today, I was reminded of a curious piece of legislation that the government of modern day Turkey is currently trying to pass. It concerns adultery. The Government of Turkey is putting forward a bill proposing that adultery be made a criminal offence in Turkey punishable by a jail sentence. Should this bill go through, then it would ‘criminalise’ anyone found guilty of adultery. This doesn’t make sense to me, not only because it will place yet more strain on Turkey’s already full jails but also because it offers the guilty parties little or no opportunity to redeem themselves. A similar situation prevailed at the time of story we read in the Gospel today, where a woman is accused of adultery. According to Hebrew law, as it was practiced 2000 years ago, adultery was in fact a criminal offence and the harsh punishment for both people involved, was death by stoning. The
story opens with Jesus teaching in the temple courts. A group of men,
Pharisees and teachers of the law, bring a woman before Jesus whom they
declare was caught in the act of adultery. It seems that her accusers want
retribution. They publicly
humiliate her before the crowd as they bring their case against her and
her fate to all intents and purposes appears to be
sealed. As
I examined the story I wondered. q
Where
was the woman’s partner, the bloke, I wonder?
We all know that adultery cannot be committed alone. q
Who
were the peeping toms that caught the woman in the act? q
What
did Jesus write in the sand that day?
Was it a word of Scripture , something along the lines Exodus 23
which states: “Do not spread false reports. Do not help a wicked man by
being a malicious witness.”? Or was he writing down the sins of those
who were accusing her? We’ll
probably never know the answers to these questions but, whichever way you
look at it, the motives of the teachers of the law are suspect. The Pharisees use her case to try and trap Jesus into
breaking either the Law of his people which requires the woman to be
stoned for adultery, or Roman
Law which did not allow the Jews to carry out death sentences. Jesus
reveals his brilliance by raising the discussion to a whole new level. He
disarms them by upholding the law, but by pointing
to the sinfulness of each of the woman’s accusers, he introduces a qualification for throwing the stones which
prevents anyone in the crowd
from picking up the first stone. So, they melt away one by one into the
shadows until only he is left. Then he gracefully
says to the woman, “neither do I condemn you”. Does
this mean that Jesus is condoning her sins?
Certainly
not, for he then declares “Go now and leave your life of sin”. Jesus’ gracious response to the woman is consistent with the way he responds in all the other gospel stories to sin and sinners and what impresses me is how different it is from the world’s response! There is no hint of retribution here. Jesus does not get all judgemental and condemn the woman like the Pharisees had. Yet, neither does he condone the sin. Instead he embraces the sinner but excludes the sin. Lovingly he challenges the woman to a new life With Jesus, Failure is no longer the last word. And here is the hope for each of us also. Jesus offered her and he offers each of us an opportunity to detach from our past life. No matter what we have done wrong in our lives , He reaches out to us in love and it is this love that forgives us and is our source of strength. So he challenges the woman : ”Go now and leave your life of sin”. This
challenge is at the heart of what I want to explore today, I have an irritating habit which plagues my life and annoys those around me. Here’s my quandary: Much as I dislike being late, I hate being early for appointments. I like to use every minute of my time as usefully as I can and to my way of thinking, being early doesn’t fit the category of useful. So I will carry on doing my chores until the very last moment before I am due for an appointment. I often misjudge how long things will take and then find myself late for someone. Well then the ‘guilts’ set in as I have an attack of remorse. I feel badly because I know it is dishonouring of people to be late and so I apologise profusely: ”I am so sorry, I really am”, I hear myself patting off, and believe me I mean it. But you know what … the next day or the next hour or the next minute, I buy into exactly the same habitual pattern again. So what’s my remorse worth? What’s my ‘I’m so sorry’ worth? Nothing. This
pattern of behaviour depresses me. It
leaves me with a sense of failure. This
week I asked myself the w.w.j.d. question in this regard and the penny suddenly dropped. I
found myself challenged by Jesus’ statement to the woman: “Go
now and leave your life of sin”. It is the challenge to repentance.
But,
How on earth do I do it? It
suddenly occurred to me that repentance is less about feeling sorry for
what I have done and more about using my remorse to ensure that I am on
the road to changing my behaviour pattern. I
am sure: q
that
the man who batters his wife when he is drunk is mortified that he has
done so once he is sober; q
that
the woman who cheats on her husband is remorseful after the deed; q
that
the child who stole money from her mother’s purse is regretful when she
is found out; q
and
that the teenager who hurls abuse at his parents is genuinely sorry after
he has cooled down. But
this is not enough, and this is not repentance, and this is not what Jesus
requires of us. What
Jesus requires in all of these instances is repentance,
which is quite different. Repentance
may be initiated by sorrow, regret, remorse and mortification but it is
much, much more. q
Repentance
is coming to a kind of understanding.
The
Greek word for repentance is Metanoeo.
Meta means after and noeo
means to perceive; to know; to understand. So, repentance is to
understand after the deed, the full purport of what you have done.
In the New Testament it is always used in the sense of regret for
sin and it is used to describe a change of mind and heart that involves
turning to God for help and attempting to make amends for harm which the
sin has caused. q
Repentance
is also a feeling.
It is a felt response. Deep
within each of us is the well of repentance that we access when we are
confronted with the truth of what we have done and the reality of who we
are in relation to God’s goodness and love Paul
writes in Romans 2:4, that
“God’s kindness leads us towards repentance”. When
we truly, deeply and prayerfully encounter Jesus, who brings the kingdom
of God’s love, we become aware of our need for repentance and feel shame
for what we have done. Jesus whose love and compassion was so great that
he healed the sick; comforted the lonely; befriended those who were
ostracised, spoke out for mercy for people like the woman in today’s
story and died a humiliating and painful sacrificial death on the cross
for sins of the world. John
the Baptist’s refrain, “Repent for the kingdom of God is at hand”,
means “Repent for Jesus your saviour is right here waiting for you. Allow
him to change your life.” In
2 Corinthians 7: 10 we read that: “Godly
sorrow brings repentance that leads to salvation and leaves no
regret.” It is the feeling of Godly sorrow that brings us to repentance. q
Finally
repentance is a process whereby
there is a change of lifestyle or behaviour. The
change of mind and heart that happens during repentance brings about a
change of behaviour. The change that happens within us is reflected in our
altered behaviour . This
is why Jesus says in Matthew 3:8 : “Produce
fruit in keeping with repentance” and in the book of Acts, Paul says
“prove your repentance by your deeds” (Acts 26:20). If
I carry on being late, I have not experienced true repentance even though
I may feel remorse. When I take steps to cease being late, then I know
that there is true repentance in my heart. So
Jesus says to the woman: “ Go now
(this moment; don’t wait; time is of the essence; do it now) and leave
your life of sin. (“ Leave it behind you, change your ways, change your
focus.) Now,
I know from experience that all
this is more easily said than done. Thus I can empathise with the woman
who has been challenged by Jesus to “Go now and leave her life of
sin”. I am well aware of
how difficult it is to do this and how miserable my own success rate is.
For each of us knows we
are not sinners because we sin, we
sin because we are all sinners. Yet,
we ignore the call to repentance at our own peril. Perhaps
it is helpful to ask why Jesus
placed such importance on the need for repentance?
Why
did he want the woman to leave her life of sin? Jesus says in Luke 13: 5: “I tell you
unless you repent you will perish”. Sin
is destructive. It causes disease. It spreads darkness and unhappiness.
It makes us anxious, guilty and weary. It skews our thinking and
sucks our energy. It destroys our souls.
Sin is bad for us. All sins are bad for us. This is why Jesus calls each of us to leave our lives of sin, to turn to him, to rest and rely on his love and to invite him into our lives and trust that he will transform us with his healing. This is repentance and this is how we are to be saved. Repentance is the antidote to
spiritual death and destruction. The
point is beautifully articulated in Isaiah 30, where the Lord God says: “In
repentance and rest is your salvation ; in quietness and trust is your
strength”. For
“the Lord longs to be gracious to us.
He rises to show us compassion.” (Is30:15 and 18). Repentance
and God’s love are inextricably linked . God’s
love and repentance go
together for we repent as a response to the love of God. So,
to summarise: Jesus challenges each
of us to Repentance The
process of repentance involves
turning our backs on our desire to do what is wrong,
closing the door on a life where we try to go it alone .
and turning instead towards
Christ
and focusing on his love and truth. “Repent
and Live” Like
the woman in the Gospel story,
we each of us must
look into our lives
and ask Jesus to show us the sins we need to face up to.
Then in a spirit of repentance let us turn from those sins
and invite Jesus to infil our lives and renew our spirits
so that we may lead a different life,
and in his strength detach ourselves from the sins that bind us. This
is Christ’s salvation. to“Repent and Live” Let
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